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(to) My #1 Fan

by Mandatory Message

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1.
My #1 Fan 05:23
Disillusioned fan, was this all my fault Too late to be foregone, let’s try and unfold Didn’t last to endure, I’m supposed to pursue Wasn’t there for you, but was it my ruse? ~~ I can’t be fixed This goal I totally missed Myself’s a goner Do you see my bird? From flight deterred Now it’s flaking I am just a drag A heavy burden I am nobody Yet you’re still my fan I know you friend, but ~~ I am a broken glass That you will eat I make your tongue fucking bleed Keep munching me This food will leave a sting That’s all I am good for ~~ Let out my ghost Across the foreign home No ordinary message At me it’s screaming You’d tell me why I see it And now I whisper Like a pulled trigger Amidst your fears This road Our intermission ~~
2.
Distorted pulse I faint It worsened me some ways Walking fragile hell Color in my eyes I feigned ~~ Pondering night didn't want me to stare back In the blink of an eye my friends become stardust Sunlight’s glow is fading away And now I’m hiding from its shade of the grey Red curtains enclosing my open doors, and Painting black and white in my world, and Whispering hate toward my name But my echo’s fighting them ~~ I’m struggling to tell you My harmony’s made up, I’m inspired I’m struggling to feel your emotions Every time they dissolve in my stomach Thoughts are flowing in my head Made me a fool once again, my story ends there Probable chance to anger you here The actions I didn’t prevent and I feared ~~ I’m struggling to tell you Now that I’m fine So you I’m struggling to tell you How much have misfired And messed ourselves forever I’m struggling to tell you It’s over now Let’s go I’m struggling to tell you I’ll be alright Don’t cry ~~
3.
I'm Sorry 04:04
And say I’m sorry I know it is mandatory I say it over, like time somehow’s not over And say I’m sorry for things I had to put you through And say it like it matters not anymore ~~ Hello, excuse me? It seems I cannot sleep at all My head is stuck in the hole Where your heart I tore I smashed it in and didn’t care When your blue eyes turned red A piece of me in you I left And rid your innocence for dead As I speak to you kindly I realize this person I didn’t take fondly Just a figment of lie And I don’t blame you it was all on my part ~~ And just so that you will know I’ll tell in case I’m done for We went up the same path Where I pushed you down Those mountain peaks were so high Which we wanted to climb And tossed me aside Sail away, I won’t try to stop you now ~~ I will sleep today And pray this guilt away

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Review of (to) My #1 Fan by Yeah I Know It Sucks:
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released March 28, 2019

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